One Great Miracle

Until now, I still couldn't believe it. I will be a mother in 3 weeks! Really thought that this will never happen ever since I am already 36 years old. But God is true to His promises and gave us this wonderful blessing. I would say its a miracle because besides the fact that I am on the heavy side and already old in conceiving, I also had PCOS. When you have PCOS, you're not ovulating which makes it hard for you to conceive at all.. Another thing, my hubby had his sperm count exam months before I got pregnant and it shows that most of his sperm cells are immobile. It's not moving which means that most of his sperm cell is not travelling to my egg cells - something like that. So this is really something we are not expecting...it's a beautiful surprise...

We've learned about my pregnancy one month after my father died. This is sad because this is his first grandchild if ever. We've been praying hard for this because my father would really be delighted to know that her unica hija would soon bear a child. It could have been a happier ambiance but God has His ways and His ways are far better than ours. I know that my Papa who is in heaven is now happy and is also excited to see his very first grandchild. If not for my daughter, I would still be in gloom till now because of my father's death. I praise God for his wisdom and I know this is all a part of his great plan for our lives.

In three weeks time, I will bear my firstborn. I don't know if it will be on normal delivery or via caesarian section. Due to financial constraints,  I hope it would be through normal delivery (but with epidural since I don't have much pain tolerance) however, if it's really necessary for me to under a CS delivery, I will gladly comply. God's will be done.