its good to be back!

well, i just want to share with you what i've been doing (and thinking) lately. there has been a lot of realizations and a lot of goals na gusto kong maachieve by the end of the year. haaay...lately parang feeling ko if i don't do those things now...it will never materialize. Ito na ba ang tinatawag nilang near 30's syndrome? o ito ba ay dala lang ng pagbabasa ko sa newly downloaded ebook sa cellphone ko na "tuesdays with morrie". nasa kalagitnaan palang ako ng book pero naiiyak na ako, it's a story kasi of a dying professor and how his student tells his story. he is not afraid of dealing with death and ang nakakaloka, kwinekwento nya yung nararamdaman nya yung feeling ng mamamatay na sa student nya. grabe noh. i wonder kung ako kaya yung nasa near death situation...can i do the same thing? what if this is the last day of my life, ano kaya ang gagawin ko? those kinds of thougths haunt me for days now...maganda rin pala yung nagbabasa ka ng mga inspirational books noh...nakakapag isip isip ka...

okey here's some of my list:

*lose 30 lbs...kelangan ko talaga as in! i want to get married @ 30 and 2 years nalang yun! i want to fit into my wedding gown noh and ayokong magmukhang lumpiang sariwa sa gown ko utang na loob..hehehe. buti na lang at bukas na ang golds gym sa waltermart dito sa munoz. =)

*i need to save. i want to save at least P7000 monthly para at the end of the year meron na akong P84,000 - enough to start my own business. balak kong magpaalila sa kompanya ko for 5 years more pero after that...goodbye corporate world. I want to be a businesswoman and diko yun maaachieve successfully if i am a corporate slave.

*gusto kong mag-aral ulit. not the typical studies but short courses perhaps. gusto ko yung mga light courses lang like beading, craft and art, baking, cooking, sewing. i want to explore what my talents are...malay natin, magamit ko pa yun sa future business ko.

those are the top 3 must do ko for now. sana magawa ko, mahilig kasi akong magprocastinate kaya medyo nagdadoubt parin ako sa sarili ko. sana makaya ko to, amen.

by the way, i changed the look of my emotera blog. hay naku, it took me 5 hours to pick this template. buti na lang nagkatime ako nung rest day ko and i spent the whole day in front of my computer changing templates for my blog. i hope you like it.

to my avid readers, thanks for always dropping by though its been months now since i last posted a non sponsored post. thank you thank you. don't worry, i promise that kahit na gaano kabusy ako (wether with work or with my family), i would still keep you posted of all the kaemoterahang pangyayari sa aking life. God Bless everyone! Please keep on visiting. =)